Monday, August 11, 2008

Beginnings and Endings

Beginnings of this week:
a blog
pet ownership
living situation
last semester of undergrad 
searching for answers in Jesus
trying harder to love like Christ

Endings of this week:
summer
summer classes
confusion
a friendship that means more than i can express (one way or another)


i've spent the last few days looking for an answer to something that doesn't seem to have a good solution. these past three month have been drenched in confusion and pain as well as inexplicable hope and joy. 
"Seek Christ" is the only answer i can seem to come up with; however, being the selfish turd that i am, it doesn't seem to be good enough... 
i know will not be satisfied until i understand that He is all i need... 

i am not about being a cheesy or fake Christian and i do hope that is not what any reader derives from this (or future) post... i am a confused human, trying to to what is right for the glory of my God. I know that my current situation is small potatoes compared to most, but that doesn't make it any less real or painful. 

it has been two days.
it it so hard. 

i guess i just wanted to write my thoughts down today... 





1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I love this.


(side note:
you said "turd" hehe..
and "small potatoes" hee)